i'm getting closer to the truth
it's so much harder than before
i'm losing grip on my thoughts
finger closer to the trigger

and i don't know if i have the patience
cause i'm so anxious

and it's more than indifference
it's so much closer to fatigue
i'm losing faith in myself
footsteps closer to the edge

and i don't know if it's self-defense
cause i'm so anxious

every night
i hear angels
calling me
close to you
and I can't wait
no I can't wait

i'm getting closer to the truth
it's so much simpler than before
i'm losing strength in myself
hands closer to the lever

and i don't know if it's self-defense
cause i'm so anxious

it's more than weakness
it's so much further than that
i'm losing my faith in everything
so much closer to the truth

and i don't know if i have the patience
cause i'm so anxious