i'm so tired
i don't know where to start
i've lost all direction
i've lost all emotion
but every time i walk away
i find a reason to stay
and it's hurting me

i should know by now
the minute i look in your eyes
i can't escape you
i can only learn to accept you
you're on my every thought
my every word
a poison i must swallow
and it's hurting me
yes it's hurting me

and if i could
i'd turn it all away
find myself a home
learn to live alone
and if i could
i'd turn it all away
look towards a new day
live my life again
but there's nothing i can do
i'm surrounded by you
i'm infected

i should hate you
i should despise you
i should make you run away
i should try to destroy you
but every time i look in your eyes
i'm not surprised
cause it's hurting me
yes it's hurting me